Suddenly, i'm just so tired from studying. Why am i studying so hard when i know that the end of the road will be near soon. Will i get into university? Will i continue to live? Will i be what i want? Will i be what God wants me to be? Was life even greener on the other side?

I fear that the grass is apparently better on the other side. Why is there a constant physical reminder that the grass could and always had been greener on the other side. But then, will i be what i am today if i had taken the other path? Will i still perceive things i do if i am there? Will i be able to handle what will be thrown to me if i was on the other side?

I seriously want to know and prove that constant reminder's hypothesis.

So then, give me another reason to continue moving on.

Tags: The burn seems cold

Reality is crap.

To be honest, i seriously feel that good things should not and maybe, never to be shared! Who the hell said that good things has to be shared?! Would you in the world share your awesome girlfriend? She's good stuff so why should you not share? It's like sharing sex with her with another guy in the room waiting for some action.

Stupid idea. But! But, good problems are always worth sharing. Of course, self-solving will just kill the brain and just kill the person itself. What a waste.

Like midday news.

Ok, tomorrow is the last week of work for me. Guess that i will be missing my students a lot but i will never miss my supervisor. Gosh, what a horror. Cannot blog about it now since i'm still in the job. Maybe next week then i'll blog about it.

Tags: Revolve in the sun

Slowly walking on broken glass

Awesome GPA!!! Thank GOD!!!! Phew!!!!

Now let me post a song before i forget. This is from his new EP. Just waiting for his EP to be release so that i can buy it!!! Stripped down and all acoustic!



I now know why C.S. Lewis "Mere Christianity" is such a good-seller! He explains so well the Christian concepts and approach the points from a non-believer's point of view. It's also simply amazing how he makes me realise points which we missed out in life. Little things like who are actually are and why we can never see things we think we are seeing now. Complicated? Read the book man!!! And here's the best point, he wrote it directly after the World War 2 and still applies so nicely and neatly in this modern age. Seriously, all will be shocked!!

Tags: I like hate better than you

Ok, i just love this picture. So deceiving?

Week 2 of work just ended and similar to the previous entry, school has been good to me. The workload has of course increase but i guess it's still manageable. Now must start doing lesson plan already and get ready for the next practical. And further more, i will be hosting all 4 practical for the 1Express class next week!! COOOOOO

Oh and this reminds me that we (SP students) will be getting back our results on Monday. What a dreadful day... I seriously pray that mine will be fine man. It seems like everything i get my results, it will be some place special and not at home. First was in school while climbing, then followed by my sem2 results which i received when i was having camp in Malaysia and now, getting my results when i am working in school. Wow...

Alright, don't want to talk about life so i guess that's all for now. Maybe i'll update while at work but i also don't want anyone from school to know that i got a blog. Will die!!!

Tags: Waiting for the fool~