I wonder if i'm allowed to go see.

Why do guys treat girls and guys so differently? Its like they're going to get any love from it by acting a person he/she isn't.

Take this scenario: A group of guys making a handfull of noise in the lib by laughing and talking a bit too loudly. There, near by, sit a guy. He hiss "shhhhh!!" and the guys turn over and continued talking, this time even loudly. But then another side sat a girl. She hiss "shhhhh!!" and the guys turn over and start whispering, "eh, chio sia... blah blah blah". And soon they tone down their volume.

I'm just kinda speechless that such a thing can happen and humans are so naive. But why??? The painful question is why?? Why this?

Another question is, if couples believe they are in love, why do they still fight?

What then is love? Where is the line that draws being in love and in love and love?


On the lighter note, yay! tomorrow is Friday! Has been studying non-stop these few days and hell its tiring. Need my attention span to be much longer!! Then again, can't wait for these days to go past more quickly! Want to start working at Dunearn Sec!!! omg!!!! Seriously! Can't wait to call up Mdm Ratna to get advices from her! Earn those sexy money!!!

Exams very soon so the blog might be dead. I mean more dead from dead. Do keep your mind working :)

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V to the P to the icky to the ollard. OMG!

Saeglopur is still playing in my head like crazy!!! More crazy than any girl that was busy running through my head!!

Saeglopur!!!!

I pray for realisation to occur one day where people will realise things with a naked mind. Yes, we care created with a mind to think for ourselves but what about a mind see beyond the eyes? Is that asking too much?

Is that asking for God?

Then i realised, try composing a religious song without things to do with God. What do you get? A love song.

A love song for a saviour. Just like how Jars of Clays, Lifehouse and Switchfoot did.

Then again? Will people even realised that? (no, you don't but even when you say yes, you are only doing so because you saw this post)

The exact same theory used by C.S. Lewis.

Who knew. Who will even see. I hope you whom i cherish so much will realise this.

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"And you said
It was like fire around the brim
Burning solid
Burning thin the burning rim
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
Flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were one inch from the edge of this bed
I drag you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead

They couldn't think of something to say the day you burst
With all their lions and all their might and all their thirst
They crowd your bedroom like some thoughts wearing thin
Against the walls against your rules against your skin
My beard grew down to the floor and out through the doors
Of your eyes but go in disguise like a sleepyhead, sleepyhead"

Sleepyhead - Passion Pit

National day = studying.

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It's the last 2 days and i still have shit much to do!!! The moods gone! NO!!!!

Aish, just finished a test today then all the moods for reports and datasheets are just gone! I want my mood back!

But then i want the days to go fast so that i can meet you!! Damn it! One last time before you flight to ku-ku UK! Oh come one!!!

Oh and the mutants met up last Saturday to celebrate CaiHong's and Kash's birthday! CH accuse us of such a expensive present for being so light and Kash was a cock when he couldn't identify the "halal-beer" he was drinking!!!! It ended epic-ly when we all ran off after hearing the news. Awesome!



On a heavier note, Gene told me about.... But anyway, was listening to this song and it just made me realised, why do i want to be known? When i listened to the song, it stirred up a feeling of dreaming and then wanting to fly that dream but then since we are humans and this is earth, contentment would just be awesome enough. In order words, quietly and secretly happy knowing you are the best you can be. :) Enjoy



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