simple.blue
{Saturday, July 03, 2010 . }

Why is there such a feeling stirring within me? A feeling so mixed, so unwanted, so... confusing. Eventhough it's just after exams but yet i feel so distorted. Maybe its dude to the reports and assignments that i still got to do? Shit... Seriously hate it.

Celebrations after Biochemistry was short-lived then it was back to stress again. Had to rush through 2 data-sheets within 2 hours. I beg you guys won't even do your part only till the last minute. Seriously hate these kind of people. Why are you threatening my results with all your laziness?! I am pushing so hard so that there's more time for other things but no, you guys don't see it and think that i am naggy. For bloody sick, last minute work can never get you the marks you cry over!!! I believe so because those scoring way better are those who does things early! So open your eyes! You guys are already pass 17 years old! So much for maturity. BULLSHIT!

If you think you are the person then change.

And so what if i don't help, do i need to be what you want me to be? If yes then aren't you contradicting yourself about "live up to your own expectation"? If no then why are you still "strongly advicing" me to do things you want me to do then attitude me when i don't do it?

You then might say, "Aren't you contradicting yourself then? You talk about you pushing for more time, isn't that making people live to your expectation too?" HELL NO! MATURE YOU AREN'T EVEN THINKING! That has to do with my marks but this doesn't! It's just for your own pleasure sick and "as my job and responsibility as a team member". I don't achieve good results because of working "as my job". At least i do did something asshole!

Tags: You had no excuse not to overtake me when i couldn't do anything so therefore, you equals to loser


theribking blogged on 12:44 pm

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-New mp3, best for it to be a Ipod nano
-More money (duh)
-Rock climbing shoes!
-A new guitar, either Maestro, Takamine, SX or yamaha.Best for it to be semi-acoustic black with black and white strings
-Excel in all my studies and works, try to get 3.8GPA and above
-To rock the ass of DFST/FT/2A01
-K-Pop, K-Indie and Indie is just a-awesome fine
Most importantly, I JUST WANT TO BE RUPTURED INTO GOD'S ARM!!!!!






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