What a day of mixed feelings. So rojak.

I still can't get this problem off my mind. I mean, am i seeing this truth as a fact now? Is it the truth that the truth is meant to be just that we (humans) hate the fact that we must change to this truth?

But anyway, check out this video. There's the other episode on Youtube. Trust me, it's good.



Tags: Can't decipher reflections from reality.

Talking crap about the secret handshake.

I seriously don't understand some certain people. But then it all boils down to the question, it is worth understanding them?

It's the same for "live to your own expectation". The line between advice and pushing for has become so blur. Sure, theoretically it seem so clear, but it is so practically? How wordplay and actions contradict ones mouth is so distinct nowadays yet no one notice it. It's the same as "passing information" and "gossiping".

Look, look with a child's heart and monkey's mind.

Think you are? Then ask yourself again, are you an outcast?

So what's the point of me blogging about happy moments like kids floating along those air balls? I would like to but that would just mean that the world is happy but the world is not!

Tags: Inception

PIECE OF SLUG!

I seriously think that my life is.... FML. Remember my last post? Hell ya.

There's just so many things that run through my mind which i wish many could be much. Countless are they. I swear my life is deteriorating because of all this thinkings that run through my head.

Seriously who will understand all that i talk about. Even my closest friend understand me to a certain extent only. Man... who can i talk to except for my wall and this blog?

Rupture, Coincidence, truth, Zoe

"Secretly dying" is one of the best words i will use now.

Tags: Fall fall falls

Why is there such a feeling stirring within me? A feeling so mixed, so unwanted, so... confusing. Eventhough it's just after exams but yet i feel so distorted. Maybe its dude to the reports and assignments that i still got to do? Shit... Seriously hate it.

Celebrations after Biochemistry was short-lived then it was back to stress again. Had to rush through 2 data-sheets within 2 hours. I beg you guys won't even do your part only till the last minute. Seriously hate these kind of people. Why are you threatening my results with all your laziness?! I am pushing so hard so that there's more time for other things but no, you guys don't see it and think that i am naggy. For bloody sick, last minute work can never get you the marks you cry over!!! I believe so because those scoring way better are those who does things early! So open your eyes! You guys are already pass 17 years old! So much for maturity. BULLSHIT!

If you think you are the person then change.

And so what if i don't help, do i need to be what you want me to be? If yes then aren't you contradicting yourself about "live up to your own expectation"? If no then why are you still "strongly advicing" me to do things you want me to do then attitude me when i don't do it?

You then might say, "Aren't you contradicting yourself then? You talk about you pushing for more time, isn't that making people live to your expectation too?" HELL NO! MATURE YOU AREN'T EVEN THINKING! That has to do with my marks but this doesn't! It's just for your own pleasure sick and "as my job and responsibility as a team member". I don't achieve good results because of working "as my job". At least i do did something asshole!

Tags: You had no excuse not to overtake me when i couldn't do anything so therefore, you equals to loser