I am so so tired... But there's still so much to do!!! So dead.

Rockmaster, 24/131, not bad for me. Quite disappointed in some people. Too bad for them, just a bunch of loser.

End.


Hope you listen.

Tags: Coincidence vs Lucky

Tomorrow!!! RockMaster 2010!!!! ALEZZZZ!!!!

Even wondered why people don't even talk about themselves watching porn? I mean it just occurs to me that since it is so normal that people masturbate (it even seem abnormal if people don't masturbate), is there really much need not to tell anyone you watch porn? Ok.. maybe behind closed door people do tell each other. But what about openly and publicly?

Somehow, by hook, there got to be porn in order to trigger the thoughts in the mind right? People don't really excrete just on the sight of naked woman/man, thus there should be some illusion or screen thoughts in their mind triggering the nerves to excrete semen. If you bet to differ, man, you better check a doctor, if not you will be excreting every second in USA or Europe.

Seriously, would there be any wrong in this era to even publicly announce that people watches porn? No, i guess it would be perfectly normal. But of course it is still very wrong to fantasize and exercise those thoughts.

This holiday isn't really a holiday afterall. So much work to be done and still there's rock climbing to cope. Wonder what would be the turn out from all these time spent in my CCA. Would it even do any good to me? But i mean, i love climbing so why not....

And check out this song for the end of this post, it is... kinda tells the same story in Superman (it's not easy) by Five for Fighting.



Tags: Crawl on your stretching arm

Let's see from here,

If vulgarism is justice, love will never say "I love you"
If violence is justice, the world would not be filled with 6.5 billion people.
If word of law from human mouth is justice, why is the world not in peace?

I hate/dislike/detest people who expects something in return without giving anything. The simplest way to discover how they are like is their respect. Do they respect you as much as you earn it from them? Do they expect it to last forever just because of a one-time-off situation where they save everyone? Do they expect to stick their head up everytime and know that they are respect? If so, where is their respect to themselves? I don't see any, because all i see is ego.

What happens to be a clear distinct line in values and characteristics seems so blur/cloudy nowadays. Where is it? If you can identify it, then why are you not so? A way to see it in people is the way they reply when a question about them is posted. Simplest, in all human, "but" is the most powerful and deceiving word. Think about it. I do see a need to explain anymore. If you get it, you will.

Tags: Anyway, the curves and lines are sad

Something is missing from my life, that i'm very sure of. Just what

Exams are over for now but it doesn't make me feel good neither does it makes me feel dull, like a pot of mixed feelings. Feels like i threw in a lot of different feelings during and after my exams and now trying to pick the ones which suits me. Ok, i won't even say it's exams, its just MST, freaking test.

Guess that dwelling on the past isn't so much fun now...

Anyway, huge accomplishment yesterday! Finish wall repairing all within one single day! The condition of the wall is really really bad. One panel itself has already 14 repairs done on it! Thats hell lot thinking of the amount of panels we have in the gym. What a tiring, dusty, dangerous, lungs-choking job never feel so good!

Found another of Angela McCluskey song and swear it tingles my nerves. Sure its good. Her voice, like i said, steal hearts.

Tags: It's been done

"I’m looking at the people
Walking up and down
Going left and right
And then turn around
She’s reaching out to touch me
Struggling to breathe
As I feel her she falls into her dreams
I like the way the day’s begun "

Tuesday by Telepopmusik

If only every Tuesday or any other days will start with this masterpiece by Telepopmusik. You know... Classical for the Indie? Ya...

Tags: For your question, i would be forever if entangles ages

"I know that you're an artist,
you're the hardest one to deal with.
Everything that you conceal
is revealed on your canvas.

You find all of your ugly meanings
in the things I find beautiful.
Do you see the fall is coming?
Come, I'm falling into you.

You perceive all of these things
I'd never have known.
Love, will you turn off the lights?
'cause we're already home.

You painted me in pastel,
colors that don't tell of any boldness.
That's the way you'd love to see me:
so delicate, so weak, so little purpose.

But your eyes are drawn of charcoal
they're black, they're so cold, they're so imperfect.
Because they see a sleeping world,
where waking isn't worth it.

You perceive all of these things
I'd never have known.
Love, will you turn off the lights?
'cause we're already home.

how, how, can you live without your lies.
oh, oh, love I've had enough of you tonight.
all of these things I'd never have known,oh.
love will you turn out the lights 'cause we're already home, oh.
You perceive all of these things
I'd never have known, oh.
love will you turn out the lights,'cause we're already home, home. "

The Artist by The Hush Sound

Tags: I need an album to listen to!