WHAT THE FREAKING HELLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SARA SAVERY AND TOBIAS WILNER ARE MARRIED TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aish....

Now it's the second week of school... hm.... It sucks to be sitting around and waiting for the second part of the experiment to finish in order for us to start on the individual report. Totally sucks! The stress is kicking in really slowing which to me, it is not good. This simply means that the stress and load of work will accumulate at the end of the term nearing exams! SHIT!

But that's not reality. Reality and fact and truth is that.... I JUST ORDERED 3 OF RAVI ZACHARIAS BOOKS!!!! AND IT'S COMING IN NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!! A-AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now all i want is his signutare! OMG!!! Every century brings someone like C.S Lewis and i am so loving it. C.S Lewis - Ravi Zacharias - Me!!

Tags: I am not a gentleman. Serious!

C.S Lewis - Mere Christianity

Ravi Zacharias - Can Man Live Without God?
- Jesus Among Other God

Richard Templar - Rules of Life
- Rules of Love

Rick Warren - The Purpose Driven Life

Tags: Righteous anger

This is the honest truth...

Is it my fault that i have so much commitment? As a friend, as a mentor and even as player. Seriously, is it my fault that i have so many friends and events and activities to attend to? If it is not my fault, why are you acting like it's my fault and telling my saractiscially, "Ahhh just go lar! It's ok!! Goo... Just go!!" Seriously why? I have my friends to attend to and activities that i am involve so can i just do it as it is my life? I don't know what is going through your mind as you tell me that. Are you telling for my good or are you just pissed with what i am doing. I offered you the opporunites to do and experience what i am doing so that you may know why i am so into such things but did you take up that offer? No. So can you please just let me do it because i love to. That doesn't mean that i am abondoning what i used to do, it is just doing it lesser.

And even so, if is not by my nature to do such things, why are you still forcing me to do it? People always say to live life as your own and do what you love but do you see what are you doing to me? If you are unhappy with what i am doing then just tell me. I will try my best to explain and just hope you understand because the other parties are my friends too. You are too that's why i don't want to lose you.

If you are think and reflect and see that you are such a person in my life then please please change. I don't mind helping you. This is why i post this. All in the hope of light that you might see this and maybe there is still something more. I am trying my best and doing reflections therefore i may come out with such a post and confront it in public but i still you to be there to reflect too.

A court will never place judgement without the hearing of both parties.

But back to school. Day 1 is hell boring. Seriously, i expect more and more fun. And weirdly, i don't feel like year 2. It still feels like year 1. This is bad... Then at the end of everything and all lessons, there's still the green band. It seems good until we saw SMA people doing their practice. It was damn loud and clear. Shit... At this rate, we might lose... NO!

Tags: I wish i knew how it would...

Hm... Starts the day with a blog. Sweet...

So let me see...

I was damn freaking angry with the FOP committee organisers for not making the programme well. It was so bad that some of the CLS FOC people complain. Sadly, i overheard their conversation about the bad-ness of FOP when i was shitting. Damn freaking pissed with those people!!! Especially when CLS FOC has built up the reputation of how GMs would be like then they killed it all. Stupid people...

But anyway, on the lighter and brigther side... Red Hot Chilli Padi had an outing today!!!!!!! IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!! But first, sorry to Teletubbies for not making it for your FOP with you guys today. Really sorry... So then, we eat we chill, we gossip, we talk, we laugh, we stone, we camwhore, we played. It is another kinda perfect outing which is super hard to get and can usually get only when you are with your close friends. Hmm.. ya, RHCP and Teletubbies!!!
Then here's the fun part. RHCP had dinner then we went to Vivo sky park to chill and talked. Who knew that the girls came up with the idea of having their period after dinner to get the cake and whipped cream (Should have seen it coming). So then they came and Mama got damn high and literially just smashed the cake into my face and still can bua abit more!!!! It was damn gross lar! Whipped cream all over my face, shirt and pants! Especially my pants cause it looks like i just geez in it. But once again, i got to admit, it was damn freaking fun!!

Hmmm... so let's see what's on later... Kwang How's wedding preparation and dinner... I think i can handle more with liqour. Love it.


Tags: Sweep of the days, life of a ghost.

WTF am i doing here?!

Killing bits of my life while trying to secure another piece of my life. Feels like exams. The need to memorise one thing causes me to forget about the other. Shit....

Tags: Count down

It's near midnight and i am still online. Where's my kias!?

Oh by the way, who ever said that the internet has everything in the world? If anyone can get me a place to download Ghost Society's album for free, i will give him or her 50 bucks! Seriously, i can find no where that uploads their album and allows download. Man... shipping their album from Denmark would be way faster. It could be here by now!!! I want Ghost Society's Dark Moon....

So anyway, today went out with my kias. Teletubbies. Thank goodness that we are close man. Close enough that "somebody" would not tag along with us. That special "somebody" that goes around hanging out with other GL's kias and treating it as his/hers. Man... i really pity that group's MaMa. She must suffer so much man. First it's the Papa then now this person comes along steals the group away from her and taking it as his/her. Wish that he would just die man. Thanks for all your help but seriously, we don't owe you our living and since when you have all the power to talk to us as if we are yours only. We owe our grace and thankfulness to other people man.

KH's wedding party is tomorrow and school's starting in less than 1 1/2 weeks time. Too fast!

[Edit] Eh Royston, don't worry, this is not about you. Seriously, chiil bro [Edit]

Tags: He's my new bad word

I realise something...

All my friends whom i make are people who just can't let me go of doing what i used to do. It's like, once i'm in, i'm in for good. I can't quit or take breaks for other commitments.

Seriously, if you think you are this friend/friends of mine, then i'm sorry but i need to ask you to change. I want to live to my expectation, not yours.

Tags: I see a moon in the clear blue sky

Woo... so damn busy that i didn't had the time to blog. So ya, here i am to blog about 2 things...

Just after my previous post, i had GYL camp. Yup, CLS GYL 10!!!!! To be honest i really didn't feel like going for the camp cause my heart was damn bust with being a GL. But i am damn bloody glad that i did go for the camp. It was damn fun and had tonnes of shit to spare! Suddenly 4 days was just way too short for us all in the camp. People from different course coming together under 1 facutly and getting to know each other. It was damn fun. What else can i say about that camp man. It then became a relaxing while bonding cum learning camp which is damn cool!!! It's like mega win-win for us campers!!!!!!!

And who would thought that gala night would be so fun! At first it was more like a bitch to bring all the formal clothes but then it was damn fun! To see people whom we know for such short period and suddenly transform into someone damn pretty/handsome its kinda new for me.

But all i got to say is that i've made damn a lot of good friends which can last in GYL camp. They were damn power! It's been damn long since i had that kind of feeling about a camp.




So i came back from the camp and had to rush off for CLS FOC prep camp. Camped for a night then rest for 3 days before Day 0 of CLS FOC begans. Damn freaking tiring man. Slack a bit on day 0, worried a bit more than had to sleep for the next day.

Day 1 dawned and the fun began. My group called themselves Teletubbies. Why? Cause many find them cute and freaky. Cute enough to "seduce" the seniors yet freaky enough to be in the theme of Freakshow. So cut the story short, at first they were high but then suddenly they got damn freaky high! High enough until their papa (me) and mama (weiyi) cannot catch up with them! Who in the hell will come up with 8 cheers?! Damn they were damn good!!!!!

By the end of day 3, can see that my kias were all damn bonded but for 1 person. He's weird that's all i got to say. Teletubbies won the Best Group award and we produce the Best Female Camper!!!! How cool is that! It's like the Red Hot Chilli Padi of this year! Teletubbies, you guys seriously rock man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 cheers! *pop beers and cheers*


I guess that concludes what i want to blog man.... Tiring bullshit....

And i finally meet someone who worked with Ravi Zac!!!! I was damn high during serom when i heard that he was working with Ravi Zac! Cool shit!!!

[Edit] I also forgot to mention about Imogen Heap concert!!!!!!!!! It was damn freaking awesome!!!!!!!!!!! Speechless about her skills and her singing man! Plain awesome. [Edit]

Tag: Balls are more important than face.