Week 6 gone.

Tried studying today but nothing went into my brain. Aimed to cover all the topics for Microbio but i only seem to read finish 2 topics and did notes for 1 topic which also, nothing went into my brain. What a failure. So disappointed with myself. Can't seem to pull myself together to study microbio or the other module. Worst still, exams starts the week after next. What shit man, i'm going to die.

I serious wonder what is happening to me man. I'm losing myself. My concentration, my focus, my goals, my aims and my desire (they are all different things if you think hard enough).

Shit, this is killing me.

Tags: -NIL-

Back guys.

To all my friends in design and ESPECIALLY YOU(!!!!), do take care of yourself. Seeing the stress piling on you guys makes me feel sad yet good. Knowing that my assignments is nothing compared to you all but counted a lot in my faculty.

So ya, cheer up! It will all be over in 2 weeks time and then you guys can be laughing at me (since when did i ever laughed at you guys). After these, we can all go drink, get high and go talking like nobody busy.

Once again, i am not disappointed, just .. its just me man. (Spiritual values i guess)

2 more weeks till the exams and the stress sure is getting on. With 3 assignments/reports/presentation to do up, i wonder how much of these efforts will be rewarded. Exams Exams Exams. Don't really have much time to bother about other things except for climbing and some of my friends.

Got to get back to studying, goodness me.

Tags: is "is"

(I have no photos/pictures for you so just imagine)

I think that i can finally conclude that INTERNET ISN'T HELPING US AT ALL!!

Thanks to a little "friendly" thing call Facebook notification, practically no one reads their emails now!!! Its like they don't even bother to filter through their mails to see which are the important emails! Goodness me. I swear that i am damn pissed at such a thing.

Come on man! Emails are suppose to make your life so much better but no, Facebook made emails so freaking irritating now. Please guys, just turn off the Facebook notifications and they will stop spamming you emails. With that, please filter your mails and read the important emails!

Ok, back to the surface of this earth and back to school, i wasn't chosen to go to Cambodia! Like crap shit. Just because i went to Cambodia twice and they only allow those who never go Cambodia before, does it mean that i got to be filtered off?!? But still, its ok. Been to Cambodia twice, its good enough. Maybe i'l just save the money to go to SF next summer. So much better.

And guys, its not what you think it is.

Tags: Ah...

HOLY CRAP! I FINALLY GOTTEN MY AUDIO BACKPACK!!!!!!
VOLTRON HI-FI!!!!




Wow, now i finally got a proper backpack to carry around and its an audio backpack! That i think is the coolest gadget i have on my body. Olivia Teng! You see this?!?! I got my audio backpack!!!!

Back to the face of this earth, tomorrow is a new beginning of the week. Week 5. Great. More reports and slides and representation to do. Another bloody stress week. But i don't know why i am having the urge to want to go back to school every week. My god.

Oh and sorry Claire that i couldn't attend your play. Heard it was a nice play. Congrats!!! And nice one man, group 1 did attended the play.

And back to spiritual matters, i have finally finish reading "Jesus among other Gods" Like finally, after 6-7 months. The ending wasn't that spectacular compared to the youth edition. But other than that, i love how the author place every single words to fit the fact and understanding of the Gospel. So beautiful and amazingly placed. Now all i need to do is to totally understand the context and truly fulfill what it means to be a true Christian. Not a recreational christian but one that will give up his life wholeheartedly.

Tags: Simplicity is complexity and complexity is simplicity. They cannot live without each other.

Goodness me, the stress is really falling upon me. Hard. It's seriously getting very stressful now, knowing that my highest crediting module has NO tutorial at all. OMG!!! NO TUTORIAL!!! That, i think is the crappy-ess shit that has happened to my academic life.

Week 3 gone and soon it will be week 4 tomorrow. Goodness, it is so crappy. I'm having 2 presentation this week and both of them are very important in the module. But guess what, the module credit is only 2 each! 2!! And we have to do so much during the presentation just for it. Crap shit. Shit happens man.

Anyway, i "just" found this "new" song which is really good. Eyes on Fire by Blue Foundation. It's actually one of the songs for Twilight the movie but i guess no one notice this amazing song. Why i like it? Cause it's just. And it suites my blog!

But to reality, the main point of blogging today is actually due to a dream i had. It occured just now when i was having a nap. Gosh!
Why the hell did the dream even came about! Out of nowhere, my mind just had to play such a game by giving me this dream. It was such a sweet dream (which i hope it will happen in reality) yet one which was so painful and fucked up. Who does it involve? Someone i used to like and of course, me. (This friend of mine is of course not attached)
It goes like this... We were at some meeting with the other people and we haven't met each other for a super long time. I mean, super. Then we ...
Shit, i can't even type it out. Dumb shit. But why!?!? What did it all meant or was it just an abstract dream which will leave me hanging. Gosh... Shit happens.

[Edit] For those people who know or realise, i only such things when it is important or really important. And for this case, ITS REALLY IMPORTANT!!! So much more important that even writing on my MSN nick is not worth. [Edit]

Tags: Slowly emerging with grace.

PROJECT TRIPOD 2009!!!!!! PIF!!!!
(More photos up in facebook)

Yet again, another great Project Tripod (PT)! Of course, it is a success. Why? It's done by the mentors and all our swear.

So anyway, PT was fun and amazing. We meet new friends and with the aims of PT, i am sure that we have created an awareness among the schools and now we know, we are no different. We take the same O level paper and we take the same A level paper.


And this is the great team that i have been working with. Zi Kang, Ashraf (not in the photo), Dzul and I as the mentors. Facilitators and Org com played their part well in helping us make the camp possible.

However, (no offense to Org com reading this) i think that you guys can do more work and help out in the planning. Rather than holding a position but one which does not do anything.

Still, it was a great camp. And like last year, the gang came up with a new scandal/rumour for me. What the hell. Last year was **** *** and this year has to be ******. They just like making things up for me eh? Whatever. But i got to admit, they are pretty!!!


During my missing days, there was also Climb On 09!~ Yup, the biggest climbing event and festival in Singapore held by Climb Asia. (Actually, Climb On took place during my camp) Haven't been training and i still attended the festival. Gosh, my hands were aching like crap man. Serious! All those finger strength and endurance just wasn't there on that day. How i hope that i was so much stronger and that my arms didn't give way.

On the lighter side, SP won first place as we accumulated the most points by one school! We even doubled the points of NUS!!! That is seriously amazing. But even so, we can't get the Team SP jacket. WHATEVER MAN! Even Noel can't get it!!! WTF!


Now, we are into the third week of school the pace is starting to pick up again. Damn, three weeks gone already. I need to start studying already man! MST is in 4-5 weeks left! Cock! Ahleh man!

Tags: Last burst!!!