Head hurts and arm hurts. Side effects of studying so hard since yesterday from 9-4 pm.

Came here to relax to ease myself then later go back to studying.

Sunday, Sean and i were in Kwang How's house staying until from noon to 12am. Stayed over night therefore i was late on Monday morning. Damn tired.

Then the pass few days, i had been studying in school with Zakir and working out ass out. Draining every single juices of our brain to get the result we want. O level science practical is o9n this Thursday and the major papers starts on Monday already. Think about it, it will all be over within less then 3 weeks. 3 WEEKS!! Come and go.

Tags: There i go.

I guess times and generation have really changed. Things are all corrupted in this all dirty world and somethings are just never clean already. One general topic is about boys who masturbate.

In the past, girls won't go on with boys who masturbated before as they are seemed to be perverts and despos who go goes and watch porn. However, this has all changed. It's just a very common sight to see boys masturbating and even having games that involve masturbation. It has gone so bad that girls now find it very abnormal if boys don't even masturbate. Just to let you know, there are still a hand full of boys out there who are innocent. Ok, so watching porn is counted innocent but there's more. There are some who don't even watch porn! That's really hold innocent! So come to a point where the girls are questioned. Would you rather go for a boy who masturbated before for his own desire or would you rather go for a boy whom is innocent? I guess experience need not be taken into consideration here as it is part of human nature and hormones will take over us when we are having sex. RIGHT!

Today marked the end of the school life for all the sec 4 and 5 with the official last day of school. Next week is study break for those who pass more than 5 subjects. I need not go back but i think i am still going back to ask questions and get more papers from teachers to do. Can't study at home also. The last day of our secondary school life isn't as dramatic as i expected. I thought that there would be crying and photo taking but no... It was just like any other school day. However, i got to admit that one class is the best in accomplishing things. 4E5. Nearly half the class played hookey today. 4E2 is still as obedient as before.

Ya, i guess that's about all. That's my secondary school life and now it is closed.

Tags: It ain't easy to say goodbye. After all...

Papers, papers and more papers. The exams are coming and we still have tons and mountains of papers. It's pretty depressing to see that life at the final stage is all about nerd and papers and nothing more. There's no more time for much gathering as our life now is just school until 4pm then study and doing of papers. I guess that once the exams are done, we won't be nerds anymore and will just be playing around. "Screaming even louder then the sec1 today once their exams were over."

Everyone's so tired and dead now but i guess it's really going to be worth the cost to be such a nerd and being tired. Seriously, i also got nothing on my blog already. The only things i can say abput today is that i still have tons of papers and i was in Kwang How's house on Sunday and nerding till 10pm.

Got to go search for songs for this Sunday already. Got cluster worship to do.

Tags: Exia is back but i may not be able to watch it.

What the fuck??!! Do you guys fucking care?! Look around you, do you really think that these people are worth your criticism? Look yourself in the mirror first, if you can judge yourself in the mirror and many say you are pretty or handsome, then you can judge the others. But please, you aren't. You are not good enough to say other people. They did not even say you and so why must you say them?! I guess its the inner pain that they feel. The emotional and mental pain due to the physical look. But please, spare a thought for them and don't anyhow judge them just because you like it cause you won't if others do it on you. Also, don't expect any kind repay or sweet talks about you if you are in trouble cause i guess it's just pure karma. "Curse that they have a small ..... and that they feel pain when...." Quoted from ****|***|**|

Haiz, such a corrupted world with bitch and bastards to handle. It's never a real kind and soulful world out there.

Anyway, same things that go on as per normal. Work and work and work. It's just a pace we have to keep up for the next 14 days and we will be free. Just hang in there everyone, we can all do it. You know why? Cause we only have 14 days left.

Tags: Complicated

Can you fucking change your attitude? Seriously man, it sucks big time. You think that you are always right but think again, not all human are perfect. You act as if you know the road so well but in fact, you only been there once. You call that knowing it well??!! And think about it, it's in Malaysia you bastard!! So many roads in Malaysia look alike and you think you can memorise that road and say you know the road well?? Wow, you must be some super human, but not! You are just a show off and thinks you are a big shot. Telling us lies and crap which you don't even know it yourself.
Ask: You can't take medicines with Milo.
Ans: Why can't i? There is no law or rule that say that medicines can't be taken with Milo. I am still healthy and living well now.
So don't crap about things that you claim you know cause you don't even know. Whatever you know it's a ton of BULLSHIT! So please, i am asking very kindly, can you just change you attitude?? If you can't, then be prepared to be fucked off!


Anyway, that was one hell of a scolding to someone. School has been pretty normal these days with tons of home work and exam papers coming my way. I think i lose half of the papers already. I don't know where i left it. Opps.

Today was different as went out to study with David Rachel and Shu Li (Fucked up boys) at Jurong Library but ended up taking. However, the time in working was damn productive for me. Love it. Crap a lot and laughed. That's all. Then went to BBQ at Godparents house but it was raining damn badly. Hate the people who went for the BBQ. Make everything so fucked up. Kicking and crying like nobody's business. Felt like killing them!

Tag: Why don't i feel the pain and the nervousness??