DAMN IT!!! NO SCIENCE CRAP IS GOING INTO MY HEAD NOW!!! I should be studying but i am actually using the computer!!!! What the hell??!!

So the days have all been filled with Prep exams and i think i flanked my Geo. Don't want to talk about it. Say good bye to my A1...

Seriously, besides exams and tests and work, there's nothing more in life now. Ok, maybe not nothing but still got something. SOMETHING OR NOTHING!!! (Little Britain). I am like suppose to studying Physics now but it seems like nothing is going into my head after completing 2 exams paper. -_-. Crap, so dead.

Not much gossips going around and blah, though i know some. PEEMI. Some things can't be told. And so, have you guys guess the code i posted in the previous post??? Try, you may know.

Tags: I need raw, AVI version!!! Damn it!!!

~~~en?~

Break the code and a secret will be revealed.

Friday had passed with F&N practical. Seriously nothing much. O ya, there it also racial harmony so the class was damn colourful. Love my Tripod shirt.

Ok, then Saturday. Had the forum which i have to say its really cramp and squeezy. Not enough leg space blah blah blah. However, it was not bad for a first time. got to admit that they planned it well and the stupid GOH was late, caused the whole programme to delay so long.

Went to Burger King later with the OSL people and THEY DID AMAZING THINGS TO ME. Yes, i swear. A lot of things got revealed without me saying a word. Sat at Burger King for hours while they were still trying to squeeze every single last drop of secret from me.

Quickly got changed and went to Plaza Singapura while someone made my day. (Must watch what am i saying here. Everything can be gone) Watch the Dark Night and i tell you, it is WOW.... (Jaw drop) Storyline is damn twisted and when you thought it's going to end, it does not, he got more tricks. Very good. Go catch it.

Stayed over night at Kwang How's house and sorry for pissing you off. Watched tennis then went to sleep. Sunday, woke up and had church.

I suddenly feel like a nagging old bitch. Talk so much also all crap one. -_- Maybe not to those who want to squeeze those secret out of me. Grrr

Tomorrow and onwards will be very stressful with all the exams and tests. Sian!!!!

Tags: It's up to me and also to you.

Suddenly i am feeling very crappy now. The pressure and stress is back on me!!!! Hm, i guess i should be glad about that but its really huge!!! I got like major exams tomorrow and here i am blogging when i should be revising.

So yes, i feel damn weird now. Its like being dumb somewhere and nowhere. Big news hit me just now and for all i know, there have already been 3 people around me who got short-listed for DPA in their own application. That means there is lesser space given out and it shows that the people picking the applicants are really fast!!! No more. T.T

And also, my dear friend is kinda of not replying me. Like what i did to make you not reply and pick up my calls???!!! Dang. Somewhere must have gone wrong but i am not sure where. There, knowing that there is very little space left for DPA and that dear friend ain't replying at all. Dumb and dumped.

Haiz. Just work hard for O'level first and will see what happen when the exams and stress is all over. Maybe better things will turn out. My friend-social life is like getting better but i guess the cost is that my love-life is sliding down the very steep slope of a hill.

Tags: Try

Been away for awhile cause i didn't really have the time and mood to blog.

This week will be super crazy for me. Tests and exams and major exams. Dang. I will be having like 3 different tests on Thursday! E maths test, O'level Part B cooking exam and English prep exams. Crazy. But! Miracles will happen once we speak. The days just passed so easily and so freaky fast. Just days i remembered i was at Velocity and easting Korean food and now is just 1 day away from my O'level part B! It's just so fast and just pure... crazy.

However, once this weekday is over, i will surely love the weekend. Again, i will be having lots of activities but it is fun and relax activities. Will be going for the YAF and then meet up with my church cell mates for movie. Still! Will be staying over night at cell leader's house!! Haha, great life sure comes after a hard week.

By the way, i feel like reveling some of my secrets here just for fun and also that it's kinda of dumb to keep these secrets to myself when it's the past. Maybe i will do it on the next post of something.

Tags: But we'll never gonna survive unless we got a little crazy ~

Hello people, phew, tired now but let me blog first.

So today is Friday. TGIF. Not much happenings during lessons as i don't go for recess and i am like doing maths every recess lessons. Kinda like a repeating life. Then after school went to meet up with friends to eat at bukit Timah and i got like some news/rumours which most bandies should know already. Ate like until i felt super shiok! One boneless, steamed chicken rice with the very famous carrot cake that crisps in my mouth. Top off with my all time favourite, sugar cane juice with lime. Chills my day. Lovely, nothing beats the feeling of food.

Em, so that's about it for the day. Also, about the leaps, i guess i will never be able to beat Rachelle in terms of CIP hours cause she got like 600+?? i went crazy when i heard about it. Tomorrow still going out with forum people and again at west coast. Would be fun again!!

Tags: Too fast!! Too many things!! But i like...

Awaken, yes i am.

I guess i am slowly adapting to my new seat already. Though i was very reluctant to sit there at first but its ok after all. But still, I WANT THE WIND AT THE WINDOW!!!!! It is seriously the best feng shuai for wind and viewing the happenings but also the worst feng shuai when it comes with teachers. Teachers just tend to look that direction and those sitting there surely will get scolded by teachers. My new seat is like so far from the window, electric powered fan produce wind which i think stinks.

I also realise something, its actually not me for being so annoying to the teachers, ok, maybe party because i am naturally talkative but also, its like fate? Ya. Cause i am like doing the RIGHT things during the WRONG time. At my new area, i was like teaching Jia Wen cause of her O'level Part B cooking and she doesn't know the steps, so i taught her, and got scolded. So its like i am seriously being caught for thr right things at the wrong timing.

Anyway, a lot of exciting things are coming my way again. this Saturday going out with forum people again and next Saturday still have the YSA forum. BUT!! Prep-exams starts like 24/7 which is so freaky close! Must work hard already.

Tags: My life is written in your book but amazingly, i still have the rights to choose.

Sorry guys about having my blog being so dark and always scolding people but i guess my life is very unfair now. Read or not to read, it's up to you.

I just got to flame someone now. Gosh, how am i so annoyed and irritated by her dumb actions. Damn it man! Why do you have to do such unnecessary things??!! Please! At least listen out for reasoning that are coming from me!! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!!!?? CAN'T YOU JUST LISTEN TO MY REASONING AND UNDERSTANDING THAT I AM NOT THE ONE MAKING THE TROUBLE BUT ITS YOUR MIND!! Just accept the fact that you have to accept such a comment! I have taken yours in but have you had a thought of mine?! We all know that you do not have someone to love and there's no one surely for you there but that doesn't give you the right to flame at me! I mean, i do pity you for having such a tough life like that but just go " GO FUCK YOURSELF!" (Quoted from Wanted).

Also, to couples out there and especially the boy, never, NEVER say, "I am wrong" but always say, "You are right". That's the best way to regain your relationship with more love from the girl then normal gaining but less love.

Tags: Please, go fuck yourself hard, seriously.

Phew, finally i can blog without the pressure on my head.

Thank god that i manage to pass through yesterday which was like totally pack with pressure all around. Gosh, i love the experience. So went to school as normal but here's the twist, i had to give a speech and i also have my F&N coursework Part Planning exam. In other words, its just one after the other and there, you have pressure. I was like damn nervous before giving the speech and i was actually even dancing at the back of the stage just before i gave my speech!! Gosh, so retarded of me. So i made my speech and there were mistakes here and there. Came down and ask how was my speech and Zi kang said i sounded nervous. -_-. Of course i am!!!!!!! Rush off to Computer Lab 2 for my exam and i like started 10-15 minutes later??!! But in the end, i finished at the same time as them CAUSE I AM A CS GUY AND I DO COMPUTER WORK FASTER. Ya. Ran back to the forum thingy and did a personal presentation to TEACHERS, not students.

Ok, now i must get really to watch king Aurthur on channel 5.

Tags: Tripod now and forever.

OMG, hi all my freinds. here for a very short post.

You remembered what i said before about me wanting more stress? Ya? Ya. So now, i can say that the stress is really coming. Tomorrow i still have O'level F&N Planning exams, Environmental forum in which i need to make a speech, DPA to submitted and also, i still have my Tripod!!! Woots!!! I mean, i am already starting to feel the pain but i like it. Haha. I still got maths to do and i am still blogging!?!?!

Ok, so yesterday was Nana's brithday and all us bandies went to eat out. it was great when we eat and played with the ice cream. Later, went to town to meet Wai Ian for the portfolio and traveled down to City hall to buy book and BABY BABY!!!! I am now a veyr proud owner of SNSD's Baby Baby!!! Great!

Tomorrow come i will see what i ahev install for myself. I will take control of it once again. Stress, you are nothing to me.

Tags: I am all set and ready to fight!

Just came back from tuition with Gene and Soon Eng. Time just pass so freaking fast there. I wonder why.

So went out with Brenda and Ashraf again today. We have been going out very lately. We were just suppose to just go buy picks and strings and capo but we ended up walking around Raffles City and i then saw the book i wanted to buy. The Last Lecture. Ya, its from the guys who is about or had passed away. He wrote it before he passed on and by chance, i saw him on Oprah today before i went out to meet the two. Wow. Also, i went to HMV and guess what? BABY BABY IS OUT ON!!!!! The sad part is that it is the Taiwan version and not the original Korea version. Damn it!

By the way, to all out there and not to anyone specific, do you really think that it will last? Common, do you really mean it by doing what you are doing now? I swear at the rate you are going, nothing good will come your way anymore. Don't play with it man. Even if you don't, the chances that it will last is about 1/100??? Serious!!! Think about it over again man. i didn't say that you can't have it in your secondary school life but it's just an experience, not a lifetime.

Tags: But you got no destination

Woo, haven't blogged for days and there's just so much happenings.

Let's see, just yesterday we had so much already!

Ok, went to school with Reservation For 5 and then practice a bit before going to the hall. Wai Kit was just super nervous and kept singing the "will fly" part. Then later before going to class, Ms Toh treated us to morning breakfast from Mac. First time so good of her. Came out of lesson then had final practice before the concert really start. Woo, now really nervous already. When it was our turn, the music just came out but the only part that sucks is the mic. Never pick up Wai Kit voice. After the whole concert, got a huge thanks from Ms Yeng and we left for Mac. Later, meet up with Brenda and gang to go to Cine to watch "Wanted". Again. "Go fuck yourself" is the best part of the whole movie. Damn fish. After the movie traveled down to RGS for Tripod!

Once in Tripod, got bloody questioned by the security guard again. I hate their school's guard. So Shitty! Went to the gym and realise we were late. Played a few games like the bloody killer game. It was so crappy. I swear some of them peep!! They did!!! So all fingers pointed to me and i was like fighting, trying to tell them that i wasn't the killer but then when all votes decided, "Hell ya i am". Dinner. Didn't really talk much to my group mates for that day and i didn't know why. Dang. Left RGS and took a bus which all BVSS people take. Got home with a Whopper w/ cheese w/o pickles and onions.

Tags: More of us ahead

Wah. All i can say is tired. Today is the day which i have been waiting after Monday cause got the bands dry-run and it wasn't to my expectations cause of the bloody O'level MT oral. Waste so much of our time and we were stoning waiting for it to finish so that we could jam. Idiot.

Just hope that tomorrow will be a more exciting day. OMG, suddenly i just feel like going shopping again. I also don't know why but just feel like shopping. Control!

O ya, thought of sharing something with you guys. I just thought and feel like accepting more stress. I also don't know where did that come from but i just feel like being pushed with more stress and pressure. The works and pushing from teachers and parents. Most of you guys won't like stress but i am like super weird now and want to have more stress on me now. i guess it's just that i feel being able to know how is it like to cope with tons of stress and to break down. It could be a good learning point you.

Also, i just guess roughly that there is about 20-30 readers are my blog daily. Just that they read and do not tag. It's ok, if you find my post are getting too boring just tell me.

Tomorrow still must bring roller-blades and drumsticks to schoola nd still will be having breakfast with the immigrants! Woots!

Tags: Shhh~ Listen to life.