Hi all.

Wow, this coming week will be super crazy for me. Will be super busy from Monday to Friday with all the events which are coming up and happening. Pray hard that i will be able to cope with all these stress which are ahead of me and also that i am able to cope with my work.

Ok, so here's another thing that has been bothering me for the past few days. Surely you guys have been to coffee chops and hawker centres before right?? Ya its about that place and the people working there. I bet you guys have come across old men and women who walk around your table and waiting for you to empty you can drink so that they can get it. I mean its ok that they have it when we are done as they can sell it for money BUT here's the shitty part. THEY JUST STRETCH OUT THEIR HANDS FROM YOUR BACK WITHOUT WARNING AND START SHAKING THE CAN TO SEE IF IT IS EMPTY, IF NOT, THEY WILL JUST PUT IT DOWN. I swear that it is super damn irritating. It's so unhygienic that they touch it and put it down, stand at the back and when you pour it out all, they snap it away again from your back. Stupid shit. This snapping and shaking of cans from them is starting to freak me out. Now everytime i go to coffee chops and hawker centres, i must keep a look out and when they are approaching, i will hold my can with one hand while i continue eating with the other hand. Its so stupid. Damn, if they want it so much, please, i will throw it over to you when i am done. But please, don't stretch those hands from my back without warning and start shaking it. Damn it man.

Ok, guess that's all and that's actually all i want to say. sleep hard for the upcoming stress.

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OMG! Got lots to say. Its not all about school but more of something yet. No, no scandals.

I will start off with school first. Today was such a blast. I swear it was. Had normal lesson first and i will claim now that Miss Toh is officially my most feared teacher. Anything or everything i say will get fired back at me by her. I also don't know why. She just likes to scold me back is it? Ok, then after lessons, we had the Youth Day performance. At first in the LT practice. Super ultra noisy man, The LT isn't made for sound resistance and thus it would be painful to the ear. But when we went to the hall, we were damn hot. Hot as in physically and literally. Adjust the volume and finalise the vocals and thus, producing an amazing band. Nice job guys. Will be glad to see more happenings from them and other the other performance. Still, can't rest now. Must prepare stuff for the performance on Wednesday on recess timings. There also got performance, so got more logistics to do. Moreover, Mr Ho haven't brief us on anything about the recess performance yet. Dang.

Second thing is actually about them. Ya, them. Some of you maybe experiencing them now but i swear, please read this. When you get involved with them, do you actually know what are you giving up??!!! Let me repeat that. DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT ARE YOU GIVING UP???!!! Hell man, you have to sacrifice your time, money and even your friends. You just got to spend so much time with them in order for them to give back what you want, which is everlasting love and being together forever. And for all you know, that's all bullshit!!!! BULLSHIT! You spend so much and one day, all your effort is gone cause of one bloody mistake and like i say, no more forever. Thus, i advice you, do not spend so much at this tender age cause for sure, you will never survive till your ********!!!

Second thing, it's about blogs. Ya. Hope that you guys will not be offended by what i am about to post. You see how lovely blogs are cause because of their skins and music but when you look at the posts, it's like shit! "Today i go school, very sian, hate school. Came home, sleep and do homework. Then i go sleep. Prepare for tomorrow." I beg you guys got see such boring blogs before right? Or it maybe even yours. But seriously, who would like to read such a dead post??? And then you will start complaining that no one tags at your blog. Ask yourself again, are you so popular that everyone must tag at your blog when your post is all dead???!!! NO WAY!!!! The only blog i know is Wendy's blog. Ya that famous blogger. Cause she is really famous and you are not. Revive your blog with more interesting posts please!!! I beg of you. The world of blog will be dead if everyone blogs that way. I swear i will kill myself if all blogs are like that. I know, its your blog and i can't control it but just think about what i just said.

Ya, read all you want. You may not tag here cause it's your freedom and rights but hey, its my right to blog what i want and if you feel offended, do not punch my ass up cause if not, you are so dead. I SWEAR YOU ARE SO DEAD IF YOU PUNCH MY ASS UP.

Tags: Above all the others with life

Hi once and all. I know you are reading again. Ya, i am not at home but actually in school using the computer. Done with my corrections of F&N and here i am blogging. Yes, amazing. Wow.

Today was pretty boring as we didn't do much and finally, at least a fun period (Not mestration). During English lesson, we played some sort of game and the lesson then ended very quickly.

Yesterday was actually out with my Tripod Group 4 mates and talked crapped with them (As mentioned in the previous post). Then actually, you know, i wasn't actually walking around Westmall. Under LING MIN special request, YES, I WAS WALKING AROUND WITH HER AT WESTMALL. YA, THAT AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL AND TALL LING MIN. WOW! Its Ling Min, not Ong Hui Min. And i also don't know why they have the same ser name.

Doing portfolio yesterday night then slept like a pig! Buta.

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First day of school was actually not bad. I was pretty surprised by it.

Didn't really do much in the first 2 periods as we were going through some stuffs and chem and phy was actually quite boring. Then had CS lessons which was quite surprising interactive to me. I mean, yes, first half was like half asleep but then later we got really talkative which was ok for the teacher. Not bad man.

Then had lunch at Mac with Kai Sheng and Li Fang. He left first and so taught her some Geo. I got like super high in Mac and it was all because of Zakir. But we had not had such laugh in a very long time. I did not know i was that good (No offends to anyone). Slack and waiting for the Tripod mates to come and had super lots of talk with them again. As usual. Talk about WOW! stuffs and amazing things also. I won't go into details. Later then walked around in Westmall and slack before left for home.

Ok. So here is the second part of the post. I seriously dislike it when people just go to church to find their friends and not there to seriously worship God. I mean yes, we go there for 2 reasons, one cause our friend is there and ask us to, other is just for worship. But i mean, how ironic to see a batch of ** ***** going to church and later walk out scolding vulgar words again. Its really stupid. I sort of agree with Valentine about the vulgar words but ** ***** in church??!! Its just stupid. So you ask them, "Why are you here?" "O here to look for friends lor. But also hor, i want to know God a bit more lar. I want to go to heaven sia, hell sucks leh." OMG!! Thats so stupid. You go there for friends??!! Must as well just meet them opposite and don't spoil the reputation of any church man. Its just pure dumb of them. Anyway, i can't do much, just PRAY that they realise what they are doing is dumb until the holy spirit really hit them. Of course, i prefer those who really go there to praise God because your tongue tells them to and not some friend.

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Hi all, ok last post before school starts.

Most will complain that bloody school starts tomorrow but hey, look at the brighter side, you can meet you friend without spending money when you go out.

Be glad for those who feel bored at home cause now you got something to do. For us sec 4, it will be one hell of 4 months left and let's go for it. FIGHTING!!!

Wow, pass few weeks have been very crazy. So many things have been happening. Tripod camp which was totally awesome and rocked my ass. Soshified forum outing was so cool!!!! we rocked the whole cool K Time!!! Love it. Holiday assignment was crapped up and all done like shit.

Ya, i guess that's about all. By the way, virgin hair cut is back.

Tag: Save tonight

Something just crossed my mind and i guess i should share it wit you guys. No, its not some scandal or rumour which your readers may expect.

Why is it just so difficult to apply your positive mental life to your physical life? And vice versa for why is it easy to apply negative thinking to your physical life? I have been thinking about it suddenly but it has been occurring to me over the pass years with experience.

So its like, you always tell yourself that it is ok to lose if you have give in your best but when the fact come and you lose, you just can't accept it no matter how you have thought and what you tell yourself. It is really freaky. Like how positive thinkings is so difficult to be applied to your physical life. I guess that is the true fact to when there are certain people to brink beyond their limits and become very successful. Also, vice versa, how people bring down so easily under things like fear and stress.

I think, if you are able to get over all obstacles which occur to you mentally and physically without much hesitation, you are already very much respected and very good already. It is serious not easy. For Tripod members, it like understanding Alex.

O ya, and about Tripod, i forget to mention something. Its about the boys Org Com. I guess since there are only 6 Org Com boys out of 18 and 9 out of 30 Org Com + Fac, will just comment on the boys Org Com
Zi Kang AKA Ray - Speaks without warning and a very loud person
Terrence - Typical guy that can do everything
Jun Xing - Great working people with ideas that everyone loves
Irwan - a quite cute guy that gives huge and loud ideas
Ashraf - The best supporting leader i have seen so far
Joel (me) - Super hyper, ra-ra guy that ticks

Thats about all i think. Also, maybe meeting up with group 4 members for lunch this Monday.

Tags: All physical life is due to mental life

Hi my friends, finally back from the camp and from the 3 days of being SNSD deprived.

So first day came without warning. "Seriously." At first the team was very quiet with few new members as they didn't attend the pre-camp. Had some ice breaker games which then bonded us a bit more. Then had documentary on Branded and non-Branded schools which AKA is elite and non-elite schools. Had discussion on that but it did surprised me that they did not say much. I expected more from Kai Sheng and Haniff but they didn't speak up so much which kinda disappointed me. Had lunch and later station games. Ending was Attack of the Sea Snakes. Last year's one was better and more intense. Soon, we had scavenger hunt which i wasn't with them and i wanted to. Sorry group for not being there for the game and for it being a bit crapped up. Outdoor cooking, bathing time for them and time to act! Haha, night games. Acted as the lover to the wife and also one of the employer. It was really stupid that i had to act and my group came to both my acting areas! "WTF???" Bathed when everyone slept and we slept too.

Next day was the most busy day and the most tiring day. Woke up and had VWO by working with AWWA. "They are such great society." Annabel and i looked after Aron which was cute and DAMN HYPER! Played with him and when i told him to stop, he didn't, so damn tired. Ended up sleeping at the bench while he was still running around. AWWA was also the time when i saw my group observe and adapt the most to our AWWA friend's feeling and how to solve the problem. "Nice job guys." So had Amazing Race which was damn HAPTIC. Ran all across town to complete stations and to get clues from Fac. But still, as Org Com, we can slack a bit and i even had the time to go buy Coffee Bean at Wheellock while they were still running to Lucky Plaza to complete a station. "Love my job." Went to RGS and bathed. Had dinner and then group discussions which this time they spoke a bit more. They notice each other and had fun listening to each other's thought. "That's good." Had movie screening while Fac and Org Com went out from debrief. The Fac were so kind to even buy for us Donuts from the famous donut store, which i don't know the store name. They were so good to us. Later after the movie, Org Com had "debrief" on things and later we went to slept.

Last day was today and it was really sad to see the group leaving just after we have bonded so much. "That's the way things go." Area cleaning and then the last group discussion which was then followed by the open chair thingy where we thank whom we felt was most important in the camp to you. Had final debrief by Michelle and left to eat with the group.

Wow! Just so fast and it's gone. Must thank all the Org Com which had put up such a BRILLIANT camp even with our mistakes and also we were the final 18 who had persevere all the way since last year! WOOOTS!! Thank to all the Fac who had lead the groups so well in all activities and also the group discussion. Lastly, Group 4 which is my group for being such a awesome group. It was damn fun having to work with you guys. Ya, especially Eng Hui and Winnie for the great job done in leading the group as Fac. Also people like Annabel, Ling Min, Putri, Kai Sheng and Haniff. Thank for all their "fun" talks and topics which got the group ra-ra and high.

Also walked all the way back in the rain from club. Crazy things sure are fun. Going to take a nap first.

Tags: Group 4 all the way!!!

No more update for the next few days.

Shit MSN isn't working now.

Away for camp. Tripod. Hope it brightens up my day.

Why? Cause i am feeling damn dull now. I also don't know why. Can't even type this post properly.

No, not love. No, not friends. No, not family. Just don't know why.

Tags: Just let me go back to the beginning

Yesterday had band party and passing out ceremony.

Just now, stayed home and do physic.

Now, feeling shit and crapped up.

Stupid bitch

Tags: Don't even ask me do such things again.

Hi people. Today was one hack of a crazy day and so will be tomorrow as well.

Woke up damn early today so to meet Brenda, Zi kang and Ashraf at MRT station. Gone over to RGS there for meetings and training and also to know our fac. They seem pretty sociable and hopes a good one comes my group. After the thing, went over to Ker Jyn's house to do holiday assignment and i am so glad that i managed to finish up my Chem work. Then came home and continued doing and completed SS. Haha. Now left 2 1/2 subjects to completion of my holiday assignment. But there's still more hard working people out there who is better than me. Like Jeffery, Ker Jyn, Dinah, Brenda and etc. Those are really good i tell you.

Tomorrow also will be one hack of a crazy day. Must reach RGS at 7.30am!!! WTH. Then later, Soon Eng and Gene also coming over to my house to bake Lala's birthday cake which we owe her. Damn crazy. All my days are like so damn pack with activities and events. Must have good time management.

Tags: Here we go life's waiting to begin.

Sorry if the pic is not looking very correct in your blog cause of the size. Stupid Photobucket.

Last day of AEM which i got to say that the whole course is really fun. Never regret going to AEM. If you go around people blog reading, they also talk about AEM and what they say about the day is exactly what happened on that day. No joke. Just that i will seriously miss the lecturers there cause they are really fun. Like Miss Sze and Mr Teh. Make sure that if i enter the course next year, Mr Tan will remember me. Wahaha.

Since AEM is over, other work is just coming. Tripod will start on the 9/6 and will stretch. Still, i have my holiday assignment to complete. I thin time management is all i need to get things done right. Wish me luck then.

Finally, can get some good sleep after waking up at 7am everyday for AEM. By the way, i know you are reading my blog. This is your source.

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Ok, so nothing much have been happening since AEM started. Its really fun.

AEM started on Monday and today is the 3rd day running. It has been really fun so far and maybe i may consider it as one of my choices. Seriously, i got to learn a lot of stuff from the lecturers and they are really fun. Like how we can call them by their name unlike Secondary school. The teachers also look very young like one call Deborah Lim, she is like younger than Miss Toh??!! And there's one call Miss Sze Wee Ping who is 28 and look like a JC student???!! Ya, All like damn young. But again, we all had our fun in the lectures and practical. So far did a lot of things like ice-cream.

We got like all sick up with the food?!! Like mentally sick. Firstly on the first day, sweet till death cause we made caramel and sugar crystal AKA "cum". Secondly on the second day we got fat till death cause make mayonnaise with 100g of oil in just grams of mayonnaise. Also, on second day, we got salt till death cause of the experiment soup (Campbell) which we use to compare to our original recipe of mushroom soup. Today got filled with bacteria cause of micro-organism and got frozen till death cause of ice -cream.

Tomorrow going to polytechnic in home clothes which i am glad. Too bad it just end in 2 days time. Want to stay on.

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