GO ON FUCKERS!!! LIVE YOUR LIFE!!!

2 things. Love and stupid idiots.

Hope that you guys can all bloody see that love is not something that comes your way everyday. As a male, i sure know whats the meaning. Fuckers. I think most think of what "true love, love forever, 1314" CRAP! JUST SHUT UP! Seriously, no such things. You want??? Can!!! Got!!! Fight lar!!! Fight for your bloody rights!!!! Love ain't easy you know??!! Don't you see? There is nothing that comes easy in this all corrupted world! Tell me, when is there a time when you just open up your mouth saying, "i want someone to love me forever except the ones from my parents" and it really happens?? Tell me? NO! Even your god damn parents will tell you to go search for your's. Money can't buy everything and i hope you can see know that love is something that even the slackest man must earn. Just go die ...

Stupid fuckers are next on the menu. Ya, they are and there is such things for those bloody idiots who don't know. There they go making you feel happy for a minute and next they change their total mind and say, "Hey, no more happy." Fuckers, bring the happiness to max level then say, "No more" OI! ??????????????????????????????? Ya, a big fat _l_ to you. Work so hard then say,"No more." You know what's emotions a not?? Actually happy happy then just open that mouth and make all the things go down. DOWN. Idiots leh.

You may say that thats the real world outside, ya i know but hey, we are secondary school kids!! KIDS!!! YOU GUYS CALL US KIDS!!!!! Idiots. Teach us now, THANK YOU but not NOW. Gosh. Secondary school life sucks big time when you come and talk about **** life. Nothing last forever you know. Even your bloody religion which you claim your God make the world will eventually end. If your God so powerful the ask him/she make your bloody **** life last forever lar, 1314. CRAP!

**** is not fuck, if it is i will say FUCK but its not. Use your butts and think, most likely it will come to you.

WHO AM I TALKING ABOUT?? Use your butts think!!! Stress those butts of yours. Exams also maybe need to use butts think you know?? YA, STRESS THEM!

Tags: Just go suck some ***** and go die.

Hello people, today got to be one of those beautiful days. All things, ok maybe not all but MOST happen at the correct and exact timing. Glad that i went out to study with Hui Min today cause if i didn't, all these wouldn't happen.

So meet her to go study at the usual place again. They know us so well. Regular. Study until like shit man. Tired but still pushing each other. Later, Kai Sheng came along. He suppose to meet his friend but just drop by to say hi. How nice of that retarded guy. Ha ha. So continued and changed place to the other side of BK. Study a bit more then rest for a while. Get back energy. Later study again and went to for dinner. Walk walk around west mall and back to Bk. Later all went home.

So here i am, updating. Today i also saw Gegarey at westmall today for the first time after so long. So glad to see him again. Went home also saw him.

Told you timing was all so right. Had things done the right way. Think positive and the positive will happen.

Ya, have to go sleep already. Tomorrow still got church and going to study again. MYE is here already!!!!

Tags: Have I succeed???

Gosh, why are you mad at me? Is it because of your personal matter or your personal matter that involved me or your personal matter that involved me and that person??? Why?? WHY???!! Seriously, i guess you should tell me whats wrong and why??? If it has to do with that person, i guess all you can do is to get the facts right. Long story, i will explain to you. By the way, you can't avoid me for so long and surely we will come face to face. Please, tell me. Hope that you are reading this post and see the importance of....

Another day in school and the days draw closer. Don't want it to come. Sucks man. So fast and the week is gone. Meaning that MYE is here and so is O'level. Why can't we just stop time and enjoy what we want to before we go into that hell. Can see everyone all blasting through their textbooks and TYS so that they can score well for MYE. I guess i will join them too like later in the evening. Have to. Must maintain my top 10 position if not very...

I think thats all, since all about life now is work and test and major school and national exams. Stupid.

Tags: There and you will find me.

Did a change and update on the columns on both side. Ya, read through if you want to. No one is stopping you you know? Just don't say about them to me personal.

So now after we all have stepped down, it doesn't seem very different but we just don't talk so much. We see each other but no talks. Sadly. I wonder what will happen to me this Wednesday since i am so use to go for band on Wednesday. I guess i will just at one corner thinking of what to do. Seriously, sometimes i just don't wish to go home and to drift away to somewhere. Anywhere.

The day before went over to Hui Min house with Hao Jie and Dinah to study. We were suppose to but we ended crapping our ass out. Can't study then. So Hao Jie and Dinah left first and i was teaching Miss Ong guitar. Teach her... So played untl very crapped out and then she wanted to do video. Stupid idea. When done with the video and she put it on Youtube, it was stupid. Both of us looked like idiots. PURE IDIOTS.

I guess thats about all that has happen. O ya, Ground Zero was damn fun!!! The Beatles will win all you noobs!!! We rock!!! MYE is just around the corner and i am still here thinking of what to do. Crap. Have high hopes leh!!!! JIA YOU!!! HANG ON!!!!

Tags: Thats Life.

HELLO PEOPLE!! Ok today was one heck of a hell crazy day. Seriously.

FIRSTLY, i would like to congrats all those sec3 members on getting their band posts. HOPE THAT YOU GUYS HAPPY WITH YOUR POST AND BETTER DO A GOOD JOB OUT OF IT!!! IF YOU DON'T, YOU WILL REGRET CAUSE WE, SENIORS WILL COME BACK AND... For those who were not happy with their post, i can't do anything. Just a word, its not what you get, its how you make use of it. You maybe an assistant but you may do greater then your head. Cheer up man, life is never fair so use it and not let it use you.

Went to school in the morning and before i knew it, i got blasted by Ms Toh. She scolded me for not coming to school and crapping up for band. I just didn't want to tell that i came for SPECIAL reasons which she would not even care. I went to school like just for the sick of test. First got English summary test, then chem got test and finally, stayed back for my E maths test. Crappy.

Changed and went out to meet the band mates for lunch. AS USUAL, i waited there as the first person. Waited for about 20 - 25 minutes before Larri came along. Stupid idea crap. Had lunch and did SHOPPING!!!! Shopped for a lot of food. Junks to junks and more junks. Brought another earpiece and then went back to school to get ready.

Slacked and ate inside like so crazy people until it was our turn to perform. At back stage, i got really nervous i forgot one part of my song. Wasted, but on stage, all was fine. Everything came out so smoothly. There were no mistakes but only that Oil part. Still, everything was damn nice. Can also see we having lots of fun and enjoying ourselves.

Went back to the room, slacked and watch movie again. Then, we were called out again for the finale!!! Finale was a huge success for all the band members. We were singing like mad dogs. Damn high. At the last part, we all took out out blazer and threw it in the air, it was so FUN!! Threw it here and there. Actually, there was someone who was not happy with us at the last part. SAY IT WAS NOT MEANT TO BE THAT WAY. But all was fine, thanks to Miss Aida.

Cheers and cam-whore in the room and later packed up and fall in. It was our last time we fall so we did a good one. Had the ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT for all and the major 4. Did final few pumping for Mdm Geetha. Fall out with pride and honor. This time the it was not so dramatic like the previous groups. They all cried but ours we did not.

Went to Westmall to have Dipper (dinner + supper) and joked a llot there. Crapped all our asses there then left for home.

Lastly, I would like to thank all the Sec4 and 5 band members for such a great 4 years. Can't believe what will i do. My friends and friends. The 4 years have taught me a lot of things about friends and life and i love it. Its gone so fast and i can't catch it back.

No photos today as all the sending were damn slow. Next time then i put some photos up here.

Tags: How great can this ever get???

Hey ya'll. Told you that there will be a second post today. Morning was the prepare post for everything and this post is the stuffs which i have prepared for.


Went to school at 1pm and was crapping out with the security guard and the staff at the office. In summary, here's what they ask

Security guard and office staff (SGOS): Why you come school so late?
Me: Oh, i just gotten my MC.
SGOS: Sick still come school? Go home.
Me: I can't, i have things to submit.
SGOS: Can't wait for tomorrow?
Me: Can't. O level things.

Stupid. Ok nevermind. So went back to class with s bloody dry throat that hurts so much. "Studied" and crapped, time for band.

Went to band, slack, played, slacked and foot drill. This time, the whole band were not even careful about us. Last time, the last band practice surely will have people crying, today no one cared. All just walked off. So had Tau Pok by the sec 4 and 5 members and water POURED all over my body. I WISH IT WAS SWEET SAUCE THAT FLOWED DOWN MY BODY AND NOT WATER! Drenched and still i walked home...

Finally...

THANK YOU...

ALL SEC 4 AND 5 BAND MEMBERS FOR THE GUITAR BAG!!!
HUI MIN, DEBBIE, DINAH, HAO JIE AND YAO FOR THE EAR PIECE!!!
RACHELLE AND DAVID RACHEL FOR THE CANDLE!!!
KAREN (twin sis) FOR THE MUG!!!

Tags: Gone retarded again.